Dear Mother Maria

I never got to know you but I know you would have been, someone I would have really liked. At least I like to think I would have. You are the mother of the man I love and I wish you hadn't died before I could have come down to your town and met you.
I had to be very firm with your son, when all the circumstances surrounding your death were told to us. He wanted to come down and vindicate your death. I wouldn't let him, because I knew it wouldn't change the fact that your were gone. He had a real hard time accepting it and was very hurt that he wasn't there to protect you.
I remember the last time he talked to you on the phone, and he told that he was with me and you told him, that " maybe he would settle his wild butt down, now". I remember him laughing, and saying yeah, "Maybe". Almost 2 years later we're still together and I wish you were still here, for him.
Today, he is still talking of the times, with you and you cooking his favorite foods. I feel the loss along with him, but I know that the bond between you two, will always be in his heart.......for this I am thankful.
I know that you have other children, and that helps him, when he can go and visit them, and remember your times together.
I want you to know that I will do my best to take special care of your son, and I love him very much.
Sincerely,
Nita

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Actor Liam Neeson waves as he arrives to St. Peter's Church in Lithgow, N.Y., Sunday, March 22, 2009, for the funeral of his wife Natasha Richardson. Richardson died Wednesday at a hospital in New York following a skiing accident in Canada. With Neeson is Richardson's sister Joely Richardson, third right, sons Daniel Neeson, left, and Micheal Neeson, second left, and niece Daisy Bevan at right.

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Hello God

I'm sorry to bother you, but I was wondering, why men are so into pouting and complicated? I can't seem to get anywhere with this man and he says he loves me? I wonder if he can't see how he hurts me with this thing he does? Maybe, he's doing it on purpose, I don't know but darn it...........I'm so tired of this "little boy" thing. He's supposed to be a man, not a child. I try so hard to make things great for us and he still finds things to get stupid at me for..........I can't get it right no matter how hard I try, so I was wondering, if I could get some help here? You know better than me how to handle all kinds of situations. The smart remarks are hurtful and just make me want to be stupid even more............of course I'm just bringing myself down to his level........so, I guess it's a Mexican standoff..........and I'm not Mexican...........he is...........I'm lost for what I need to do other than kiss his butt all the time............which I'm not going to do......so, what's you opinion........
Please, don't say religion.............I don't believe in man made religion..........I just believe in you.........Help!
Sincerely,
Nita

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Dear Maria

I never knew you, but so many people I'm acquainted with knew you and Indio, down through the year's and knew of the ordeals you and him experienced.
I know that you were together for many years and you somehow found the love and stamina to serve him as a wife he loved. You must have suffered really bad with the cancer, and I'm sure if you loved him as much as I do, you watched him suffer, as he slowly lost you, bearing up as well as he could trying to be the support you needed to try and live. I'm sorry you died, but I thank you for the chance to get to know this unique man, and be able to spend time with him, these days.
He truly is a special man, and as you well know a frustrating one at times. I think I may have seen you one time, back years ago, working in the cafe down at the convenience store, when I stopped there one day buying hamburgers. Your long brownish blonde hair was pulled back in a ponytail and you had an apron on and had a broom sweeping the floor.
Indio's told me so many stories about you and your year's together, it's as if I know you well. You must have really dealt with a lot of grief, when he'd come home, with all his problems. I salute you and the guts, grace and love it took to be with this man during those times. I know you had to be a great woman/lady for this man to have stayed with you and loved you so much. You gave of yourself, unselfishly when you allowed him to father children, with other women and then wanted to accept them as your own, something I don't think I could have done. I'm too selfish with my man, and would get very hostile, should another woman, want to get near him.
Once again, my hat's off to the lady, who Indio loved so much and I would never try to take your memory away from him or mar it in any way. It's part of what make's him the man he is today.
Sincerely,
Nita

Hey R.L. & Jan

How mean of you to make these brats of your's so bad and then go off and leave them here on us, to deal with. Hey you are out of the mess you two created and free of the crap these vultures dish out. You should be the one's to have to put up with your demons. If it weren't for you these brats wouldn't be turned loose on society. You have horrible kids and they don't care who they abuse....how much they take....or what they can get away with....just like you two did, when you were alive. They are a product of your and your lives, and that's not giving you one compliment to your credit. You make me hate ever knowing you two and wanting to be in your lives. How could I have been so stupid? I just wish I had never met you two, then I wouldn't have to deal with your bratty kids.........they need to leave me alone.......I don't want to be their step-mom.
Sincerely
Nita Kaye

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Dear Aunt Druzy

I was so young and small, yet I remember you and the way you conducted yourself around people. You were down right mean, and there's no getting around it. I remember as a small child you struck me as a person, who could melt the socks off of me by just looking at me with you horrible stare.
I never really knew you, because of the fact I was so young, and I guess I'm lucky on that part. You didn't seem to be the type of person, who liked anyone, and always wanted control of your environment. Outsiders, were best gotten rid of as fast as possible, to regain your idea of harmony.
I remember the horrible days, leading up to your death. The stench that your excrement, gave off was overwhelming. You had a horrible cancer, and the radium treatments, had burned your intestines, so badly that it had caused your insides to be coming out, in your bowel movements. I remember your excruciating screams, each time you would have the movements. Your sister(my grandmother), would come up and clean you and change your and your bed. I would be sent to another room, while she tended you.
The day you died, I also was sent to the kitchen and the door was shut. This was the way the people handled delicate situations, back in those days. I'm glad they did, because I was only 4 or 5 years old and really wasn't at an age for dealing with this type of thing, that life gives forth.
Honestly, I don't wish that type of thing on anyone, but do you think God, has a way of handling, people who don't act right?
Today, I find myself being too much like you and it really irks me, to realize it. I wish I would have been able to have a different attitude about my life and the people in it. Yet, I find that maybe, you were a victim of circumstances, as I have been, and maybe that's what moved you to act in the manner of meanness. It may have been your only defense to the actions of other people, towards you. I'd like to think that's what has caused my ways of dealing with people, who let me down or abused my good faith.
Sincerely, I hope that you had something in life, that gave you happiness. Maybe, if you had lived longer, and I had gotten to know you better, I would have found something about you that was nice.
God, bless you wherever you are.......
Nita Kaye

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Hello Kate

I know you probably don't want to hear from me, but considering the circumstances, I'd think you'd be glad someone thought of you whether it be good or bad. Not many people are remembering you, these days, and you know why! They just don't have the time to care and they didn't get much concern from you when they did. You enjoyed being an informative thorn in just about every one's side.
I remember the days, you would stalk us, for fear you wouldn't get your just dues, in visits. Heck we were a young couple, trying to enjoy each other and life, not to mention struggling financially. Yet, you thought we had to be there every weekend, or you were on the phone, griping and moaning about how we needed to come see you, cause we might not be able to one of these days. Yeah, well there were other people in our world besides you, and we had things we liked to do on the weekends besides sit up under you. You never considered our feelings on anything, it always had to be your way.
Being so noisy, you practically pushed everyone away from you. Telling everyone how to live in their own home, and passing judgment's on their way of doing things, wasn't very nice either. You just couldn't leave people alone to live their on lives the way they wanted to. If they didn't succumb to your whims and suggestions, you'd send your other son, to reprimand them. They had to do it or else.
You would come over during the week to check on me and see if I was doing the right things, especially after my son was born. Most of the time, you wouldn't call, as if you were trying to catch me doing something wrong.
With your constant meddling you finally drove me away from my husband and your family, since he was so hen pecked by you that he couldn't stand up to you in favor of his own family. You did everything you could to undermine me to him and the rest of the people, we knew. I finally gave up and let you have your little boy back, which you suddenly decided, would be a burden to you. He never had a choice in anything that involved him, you put him in the line of fire, and financed it.......trying to give me what you thought I deserved. In your words, "you don't divorce a ########"! To which I answered, "oh yeah, just watch me"!
I got rid of all the turmoil I thought, but it had only just begun. I went through 5 years of child custody, fighting tooth and claw to keep my babies. In the end, I ran out of money, and your family and you won. You were relentless, even then......they say only the good die young........it must be true, you lived to be in your ninety's.
I will never be able to forget what you did to me and my children. They say you must forgive a person, to be able to be free of the horrible things you suffered, I will try, but it will be hard.
Sincerely
Kaye

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Lets see if I can name, you girls
There was:
Martha Ann(miscarriage at 7 months)
Rita Joyce(born not breathing, CPR'd lived one hour)
Georgia Delores(Live 3 hours)
Judy Carlene(live 6 months, died from bad milk)
Sandra Faye (a twin to Becky, born not breathing, CPR'd, rushed to neonatal unit, at Parkland Hospital, lived 24 hours)

Well, girls' I just wish you had lived, but all of you died before getting a chance to live and know the world, me and your other sister Becky, have known. It was a bad time, back during those years. The local doctor lived next door, but he wasn't much of a doctor. He did all he knew how to do, which wasn't good enough.
Then I guess you could blame the life Mom was living on part of the problems. I'm not trying to put Mom , down but she didn't do much but run wild for awhile. I was a product of the running wild. So, I was born illegitimately, with no father to look to, for guidance or love. I never got the chance to have Mom's love either, she gave me away, and went on with her wild life. I believe you girls, were also victims, of this ordeal, and you were the angels, that God saved and took back from the life you would have had to survive, under her rule.
Becky, was raised by Mom, but she made it somehow........I think it took growing up, to see what Mom, really was, that helped Becky pull out of the tyranny, she was exposed to. Either way, we finally have made a relationship, that was almost exorcised, by Mom. She didn't want us to have a sister relationship, and we weren't able to understand why? I believe she hated her Mom & Dad and used us as a means of hateful actions, to get back at them..............Me & Becky were the one's who suffered........although she had Becky conned for awhile. I've given them one more chance to include me in their lives, and if they take advantage of it, as in recent years, then they will be banned from my life forever. I've had enough abuse at their hands. So, I guess in a way, you girls, are privileged not to have lived in the world Mom, would have made for you girls. Yet, I would have liked to have known, you and tried to have had a sister relationship with you, Who knows, maybe you could have seen through Mom's cruel ways, and loved me for who I was.......... Your Sister!
Love to all of you,
Nita Kaye

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And the devil said unto him, If thou be the Son of God, command this stone that it be made bread. And Jesus answered him, saying, It is written, That man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word of God. And the devil, taking him up into an high mountain, shewed unto him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time. And the devil said unto him, All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it. If thou therefore wilt worship me, all shall be thine. And Jesus answered and said unto him, Get thee behind me, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.
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