2 Years

Tomorrow it will be 2 years since my 2 oldest son's dad passed away and I know it will be on their minds. I know that no one wants to give up a parent and it seems to yank the very foundation out from under you. The place you came from and the security that they were there when you needed them is taken away. You realize that you can no longer call them on the phone and chat or ask them for advise. Suddenly, you feel like a fish out of water, and there's nothing you can do about it, but go on with your life.