Many times in your life things just happen. You don'[t see the need for them, but you handle whatever happens and move on. A form of survival, one would call it. Many years down the road after a life time of trials, experiences, happiness and pain this can happen. You wonder if it's worth an effort, considering there wasn't a need when it happened before? Today, an effort must be made or a decision. I don't consider it demanding, but it's something that needs to be nipped in the bud before it grows into a monster. So be it. This I can do.