I have reached the mark in life where I see things that are unsettling to my ego. I realize that if you live long enough these things will happen. May the 4th will be my oldest son's 50th birthday. Now that's scary.I'm thankful for the long life and good health I have been blessed with. Still this event throws my mortality into the light. I shall hope that my last few year's I have left will be good one's. I can try to do as well as possible, and make each day a good one.